Imagine yourself in a small Ural town now, somewhere near Kurgan region. It’s difficult to find personal fulfilment here. Everyone here lives an ordinary and quite a stable life. Then, there is one girl, a fragile but incredibly persistent and very determined girl, who wants to be the best at everything, always
This girl is me, Yana Razakova
I have always been a straight-A student
I won all kinds of competitions and contests in physics, chemistry, biology...
I got the highest USE scores to enter the best university possible
I worked hard to become the Candidate Master in cross-country skiing. I loved practicing weightlifting
I graduated from music school, specialising in choreography
Every year I took preparatory courses in British private schools to get admitted into a prestigious European university, and my father dreamt of me studying abroad. By the age of 15, however, I was more than sure I would rather enter a Russian university. The country’s leading schools wanted to see me in their midst, including the Pavlov First Saint Petersburg State Medical University, the Saint Petersburg State Institute of Technology, and the Mendeleev University of Chemical Technology. In the end, I decided to study psychology at the Lomonosov Moscow State University. My decision had come to surprise everyone, including myself. It was exactly then when I felt, for the first time in my life, that psychology was my calling
I graduated from university with honors. Apart from my Psychology degree, I have obtained several additional specialisations, including the ones in psychiatry and physiognomy, and received a diploma under the program "The use of a polygraph in the conduct of special psychophysiological research." As one of the best students of the year, I was invited to the Department of Psychological Work of the Ministry of Defence of the Russian Federation, first as an intern and then as an employee. My job was to conduct the testing of the senior command staff
My life seemed a success: I was young, perfectly educated, I lived in Moscow and had a prestigious and stable job. At the time, I did not yet realise it was all an illusion
When I came face to face with the cumbersome and inefficient bureaucratic apparatus, I felt small like never before, a “victim of the system.” The important documents I was asked to prepare urgently were gathering dust in my seniors’ offices for months. Every time I came to work, it felt like I was in a different century—no phone, no Internet, nothing. Instead, we got a strict dress code and hundreds of confusing and unnecessary rules and formalities. A year of this so-called “work” turned me, a clever and pretty prodigy girl, into a disappointed and completely demotivated grouch. Life had become the good old Groundhog Day for me—five days of monotonous work, two days off, and then it started all over again.
The whole value system I had built suddenly collapsed. The bright prospects for the future had faded. It was a dead end. At that very moment, I realised just how flawed the system was, and I knew I had to strive for something else, something greater. I realised I couldn’t and didn’t want to live like this and started to look for a way out, to explore other paths, other meanings of life. It was clear that I had to change my life completely
The Universe and its Creator responded to my call. By chance (later it turned out none of this had happened by chance), I met an extraordinary, unique person, a former military man who trained the members of the intelligence and special forces. He was a psychiatrist, physicist, and mathematician, who showed me the true Path and the right direction in life
I worked with him for three years, at least 15 hours a week, comprehending the structure of the Universe, the principles and rules of the Game
The knowledge I have been given is a result of many academic works, years of military experience, and long reflections on superhuman abilities
Now I say yes to psychological growth, to learning and being at one with the energies and the space I’m in, choosing the best Masters and Teachers, who help me to express myself in many different ways.
I have found the meaning of life and the answers to the questions that bothered me. I am ready to fulfil my true purpose in life—to lead people, to help others to figure out how our world works, what the Game rules are, and how to build a balanced mindset and lead a happy and abundant life